oh jeez. erm. meat? HAHA ionno! I love food too much, this question is heartbreaking.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
what do you want to do with your life? what's on your bucket list?
oooh, this one's a good one - that's why I saved it for last!
For some reason, I think about death alot. Not in the morbid sense, or in a depressing way, but thoughtfully - how satisfied I would be if I had to look back on the past 20 years of my life and thought of what I could have achieved? I think I'm doing pretty okay so far; I feel like I've really taken advantage of every minute of my life to accomplish all the things I've wished to - in a way, I think it's this irrational fear of being forgotten, or not taking advantage of any and every opportunity that came my way that keeps me on my toes and actively pursuing more.
But I have very simple wishes in life - I don't have any grand ambitions to be the ruler of the world or to cure cancer... I just want to be happy and content, to never have to wish for more, and to have made a considerable positive impact on the community of people and causes I care about.
I never want to NOT be heard, or to be neglected or dismissed.
I want to garner respect and admiration and love from the people around me, from the people I love.
I want a family, with talented, bright, loving kids and a dopey,fuzzy dog.
I want to come back 20-30 years from now and watch my daughter pledge aKDPhi at Rutgers, and for people to still remember my name.
I want to travel the world, and see everything there is to see, and taste everything there is to taste. Except bugs. And I want a camera guy following me and documenting it, because I suck at taking pictures.
I want to eventually live by the ocean year-round, and live a simple life that will let me sit and watch the sun go down on the water whenever I'd like.
I want to find out what I'm REALLY DAMN GOOD AT in life (besides sleeping), and do it with a passion. I hate the thought of an office cubicle job for the rest of my life...
And finally, I want to live a fulfilling, satisfying life. No matter how long it is. I would rather live a short life of passion, love, and happiness than a long one of dull, passive and dispassionate survival.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
VDay
...was spent nursing the boy back to health from food poisoning. sigh.
This semester is going to be one lonnnnnng helluva ride. Pan-Asian just finished, only to have the "Re/Siting AAS" conference next week, NESC the week after, ECAASU the week after that. Not to mention our yet-uncelebrated 6 month anniversary, RCC events to look after (hoping these kids don't crash and burn their way through next year...), junior interns to watch and evaluate and boss around, and of course, my own children. Omitted, of course, is the man-child that is ever always in the equation.
Still yet to be resolved:
HOUSING for next year????
INTERNSHIPS for the summer????
STUDY ABROAD????
FUTURE????
Monday, January 25, 2010
Slushy, mushy, gushy...
shoes. Damn this rain. rain rain rain.
Where's my umbrella at?!
"now that we're closer more than ever, know that we'll always have each other,
you can stand under my umbrella, you can stand under my um-brel-la..."
Thursday, January 21, 2010
OH!
and did I mention how epic of a semester this was going to be? You can't even begin to imagine. I hope I'm alive to see it to the end, though.
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